in singing songs of sixth sense
im watching for the sky
to to see the star
beyond the moon
into the sun
i want to run much further
past yours
and mine and time have passed
this fate was yours
and cast from cards before
i said i knew
but didnt know that
i should say so
there's no blame though.
nature is the fix
for all that ails
and lessons spell out sentences
in paragraphs
or stanzas.
period
do you get it?
im addicted to the way i feel when i think of you
its like happy
or like happy like i never knew
before you
bright bliss blankets warm
but light like sheets in breezes
or ticklish sneezes
and a giggle
dipped in chocolate
covered cherry
ice cream
pi(e)
thats you
and i
am always listening
while speaking louder
because thats when you feel best
you know the rest.
come. what? may...
this never happened
yet its always taking place
i like this pace
feels i could fly this way
forever
or like happy like i never knew
before you
bright bliss blankets warm
but light like sheets in breezes
or ticklish sneezes
and a giggle
dipped in chocolate
covered cherry
ice cream
pi(e)
thats you
and i
am always listening
while speaking louder
because thats when you feel best
you know the rest.
come. what? may...
this never happened
yet its always taking place
i like this pace
feels i could fly this way
forever
last night a dj saved my life
random girl with teardrop
wakes from sleep so deep
shes on fire and shes melting
while you listen to her
sleep and willow whisps of rhapsody
fresh for breaking day
with every word much more is heard
she hopes you stay to play
wakes from sleep so deep
shes on fire and shes melting
while you listen to her
sleep and willow whisps of rhapsody
fresh for breaking day
with every word much more is heard
she hopes you stay to play
safecracker
everything in its right place and all around me falls exactly as it should be when i wonder how it could be and then wonder at the wonder of it all. where once so small made mountains now i clearly see the sea im plainly on the shore as purely sure as i can be. magical musical mystery solves the spills that fill these notes and the rain comes down like turtle soup while boys and breakfast scramble. beats for junkies just like me while skin breathes luscious, mood exhales, colliding energy.
key becomes the keeper while everything in its right place and all around me falls exactly as it should be.
key becomes the keeper while everything in its right place and all around me falls exactly as it should be.
night biscuits
and so i
philosophize
while counting colours
on rainbows
and chasing tales
of faraway lands
and close encounters
of the countless kind
this third time charmed
with a different soundtrack
i cant playback
but ive got gems
and dust that sparkles
crossing never never land
i hold your hand
and fly
philosophize
while counting colours
on rainbows
and chasing tales
of faraway lands
and close encounters
of the countless kind
this third time charmed
with a different soundtrack
i cant playback
but ive got gems
and dust that sparkles
crossing never never land
i hold your hand
and fly
...the little things
i responded to a forum thread entitled "things that really piss you off" and it reminded me of my life essentials and the little things post. so here is my really piss me off list... followed by some timely additions to my list of what makes me happy. and i would love to see yours too.
1) people who preach their beliefs and opinions yet refuse to listen to another point of view.
2) CAPS
3) fragrance overload. deoderant, perfume, cologne, hairspray.... what the hell are you trying to cover up? a little bit goes a looooong way. ffs... you're killing me. truly.
4) when people assume im from US based on my timezone and when i tell them im from canada their response is "ye, whatever, same thing"... eh?
5) people who like things until they become "popular" (and also people who only like things because they are popular). like what you like ffs.
6) my laptop... grrrrrr!
7) the use of "gay" as a negative adjective.
8) people who drive under the influence of drugs/alcohol. you might be invincible, but im not. there is always another option.
9) unnecessary jealousy. "baby i totally trust you, i just dont trust them"... wtf?
10) pharmaceutical advertisements. i dont need to hear about how the person taking your drugs may suffer from bloating, watery eyes or anal leakage. kkthxbai.
11) hypocrisy
.... quick, make me happy...
capturing a moment with a single frame
open air parties with stars and sunrises
inspiration
my coffee press
a really great stretch of djs on tt radio
good energy
dirty murky filthy beats that make me wanna dance
pretty colours
tight hugs
bare feet
real lemonade
when whales talk
lolcats
solstitch gloves
great conversation
finding the perfect words
long drives to nowhere
campfires
getting lost in creation
freedom of expression
naps
finding the perfect gift for someone and giving it just because...
long weekends
being silly, naturally.
faeries
love
freak
etc.
1) people who preach their beliefs and opinions yet refuse to listen to another point of view.
2) CAPS
3) fragrance overload. deoderant, perfume, cologne, hairspray.... what the hell are you trying to cover up? a little bit goes a looooong way. ffs... you're killing me. truly.
4) when people assume im from US based on my timezone and when i tell them im from canada their response is "ye, whatever, same thing"... eh?
5) people who like things until they become "popular" (and also people who only like things because they are popular). like what you like ffs.
6) my laptop... grrrrrr!
7) the use of "gay" as a negative adjective.
8) people who drive under the influence of drugs/alcohol. you might be invincible, but im not. there is always another option.
9) unnecessary jealousy. "baby i totally trust you, i just dont trust them"... wtf?
10) pharmaceutical advertisements. i dont need to hear about how the person taking your drugs may suffer from bloating, watery eyes or anal leakage. kkthxbai.
11) hypocrisy
.... quick, make me happy...
capturing a moment with a single frame
open air parties with stars and sunrises
inspiration
my coffee press
a really great stretch of djs on tt radio
good energy
dirty murky filthy beats that make me wanna dance
pretty colours
tight hugs
bare feet
real lemonade
when whales talk
lolcats
solstitch gloves
great conversation
finding the perfect words
long drives to nowhere
campfires
getting lost in creation
freedom of expression
naps
finding the perfect gift for someone and giving it just because...
long weekends
being silly, naturally.
faeries
love
freak
etc.
ace of grace
normalcy screams like death by fire
still my desire swiftly trumps the highest card
and ace of grace
will not misplace
your beating heart
its just the start of ever after
such disaster calling nature taking course
and so society
says so
quietly
dont disturb, respond, react
scratch, bite
attack
im only human
feeling out of this (mind)
world rewinding through the present
love for future of mankind
its mine.
sorry seems so simple
but im crippled
to admittance
every time.
still my desire swiftly trumps the highest card
and ace of grace
will not misplace
your beating heart
its just the start of ever after
such disaster calling nature taking course
and so society
says so
quietly
dont disturb, respond, react
scratch, bite
attack
im only human
feeling out of this (mind)
world rewinding through the present
love for future of mankind
its mine.
sorry seems so simple
but im crippled
to admittance
every time.
really real
reflective brings perspective until everything makes sense
out of a million
and nothing finds me richer
than a moment spent with you.
maybe i might i said i wont perhaps i dont;
likely i do.
just imagine while im dreaming everything gets really real
and answers precede questions
and im certain that i feel (exactly)
if i should be sleeping but im clearly wide awake
and risky falls from chances
that im not afraid to take.
out of a million
and nothing finds me richer
than a moment spent with you.
maybe i might i said i wont perhaps i dont;
likely i do.
just imagine while im dreaming everything gets really real
and answers precede questions
and im certain that i feel (exactly)
if i should be sleeping but im clearly wide awake
and risky falls from chances
that im not afraid to take.
day one
steady breathing comes
and something new then follows
while creative carves our castle
i can tell you what love feels like
when there never is a question.
crazy, but i like it as do you
and we might not make the moon move
but our sun is always shining
through a nighttime full of stars
i see a vision
will you make it?
because i dont know how it works
just how exactly
how amazing it will look
and smell
and quench your thirst
and this tastes different...
we are doing
so its happening
and we'll never have to wait
for sometime later
if we start forever now.
and something new then follows
while creative carves our castle
i can tell you what love feels like
when there never is a question.
crazy, but i like it as do you
and we might not make the moon move
but our sun is always shining
through a nighttime full of stars
i see a vision
will you make it?
because i dont know how it works
just how exactly
how amazing it will look
and smell
and quench your thirst
and this tastes different...
we are doing
so its happening
and we'll never have to wait
for sometime later
if we start forever now.
freaks like me
nobody knows what honey does
when i talk of birds
(and bees)
as i sit here in the shady part
you're dropping needles
(on my knees)
and so i giggle at the pain
of pin pokes pierced under my skin
and let you in where only i have gone
to cultivate this sin
you close the door behind you
while i turn on every light
maybe i might become a sandwich
because i love it when you bite.
so crawl across to your side
be the voice inside my head
while i blow smoke rings and such other things
from all these things we've said.
when i talk of birds
(and bees)
as i sit here in the shady part
you're dropping needles
(on my knees)
and so i giggle at the pain
of pin pokes pierced under my skin
and let you in where only i have gone
to cultivate this sin
you close the door behind you
while i turn on every light
maybe i might become a sandwich
because i love it when you bite.
so crawl across to your side
be the voice inside my head
while i blow smoke rings and such other things
from all these things we've said.
the promise
dreamscaped landscape
flows freely
through the watermelon grove
i dare not go to sea where i can see
your mermaid tales of discontent and rapture
capture this moment and fly, will i?
get distracted
with a feeling less a word
seems so absurd because im full of them
songs you sing along
and stumble on my word.
its what you heard
when you looked in
and saw my voice.
attract | repel
this fascination with magnetism
paints painful pleasure
in this portrait of a girl
who drives through mountains.
impossible
is not
an option.
will finds way to press play
and skip repeat.
step into this beat or keep the promise.
.
flows freely
through the watermelon grove
i dare not go to sea where i can see
your mermaid tales of discontent and rapture
capture this moment and fly, will i?
get distracted
with a feeling less a word
seems so absurd because im full of them
songs you sing along
and stumble on my word.
its what you heard
when you looked in
and saw my voice.
attract | repel
this fascination with magnetism
paints painful pleasure
in this portrait of a girl
who drives through mountains.
impossible
is not
an option.
will finds way to press play
and skip repeat.
step into this beat or keep the promise.
.
speak spell
sentences write stories
spelling blood inside my veins
and spill from lips
or fingertips
while every letter carries
an emotion
forming words
that tell you how
or what or why
it is im feeling
when i...
(sounds like just the way i am
with perfect punctuation)
...and ive lost my voice
trying to find the words...
writing this
unscripted scene
in messages and music
like a neverending story
singing chorus;
lacking verse.
our cryptic curse.
spelling blood inside my veins
and spill from lips
or fingertips
while every letter carries
an emotion
forming words
that tell you how
or what or why
it is im feeling
when i...
(sounds like just the way i am
with perfect punctuation)
...and ive lost my voice
trying to find the words...
writing this
unscripted scene
in messages and music
like a neverending story
singing chorus;
lacking verse.
our cryptic curse.
clover
and i giggle
at the thought
of how i babble
like a brook
and write a book
on your white pillow
and i wonder
why this season
brings such showers
and then love
how everything
begins with green
tears spring
and drip to lips
like dew drops do
on flowers.
wet kisses taste salty,
still
nothing is sweeter
see my lover
dressed in purple
while i run through fields of white
all [every] night
and imagine my reflection is the brightest star...
imagine.
a clear sky
fills quickly
and then again
im lost
at the thought
of how i babble
like a brook
and write a book
on your white pillow
and i wonder
why this season
brings such showers
and then love
how everything
begins with green
tears spring
and drip to lips
like dew drops do
on flowers.
wet kisses taste salty,
still
nothing is sweeter
see my lover
dressed in purple
while i run through fields of white
all [every] night
and imagine my reflection is the brightest star...
imagine.
a clear sky
fills quickly
and then again
im lost
chapter 3
blank page beckons ink
i think
fresh smells best
on books
my outlook has changed
and characters pass through pages
wait for the pen
your fate rests in my hands
what is
write
lets see where this story ends.
i think
fresh smells best
on books
my outlook has changed
and characters pass through pages
wait for the pen
your fate rests in my hands
what is
write
lets see where this story ends.
what
i seek what
and who means nothing
more than i do
now and never
thens the only time when
what is what i feel
i want
and who cares
what is what i seek
and who means nothing
more than
more than you
could ever mean to me.
(and i know why)
thats what.
and who means nothing
more than i do
now and never
thens the only time when
what is what i feel
i want
and who cares
what is what i seek
and who means nothing
more than
more than you
could ever mean to me.
(and i know why)
thats what.
afraid to think
where possibilities once pulled
like stripping bark from stark birch trees
now i wait
for green and spring to bring me
cherry blossoms.
and when [if] i fall
in autumns leaves
i shall be coloured with abundance
and apples
winter doesnt leave for bravery;
its just reaction to the action
[lack] of patience.
... this i know.
my thoughts melt faster than they form
while i sit barefoot in the snow
wonders what i fear.
like stripping bark from stark birch trees
now i wait
for green and spring to bring me
cherry blossoms.
and when [if] i fall
in autumns leaves
i shall be coloured with abundance
and apples
winter doesnt leave for bravery;
its just reaction to the action
[lack] of patience.
... this i know.
my thoughts melt faster than they form
while i sit barefoot in the snow
wonders what i fear.
lesson
this is where they
call the crossroads
and bear witness great events.
in opposite directions each path lies inevitable
future
no man treads on either one.
this life has just begun
and i am one
but for a moment
i
make
fate.
cherry blossoms fill the air so i dont even care. either way i know im right and
that makes happy.
call the crossroads
and bear witness great events.
in opposite directions each path lies inevitable
future
no man treads on either one.
this life has just begun
and i am one
but for a moment
i
make
fate.
cherry blossoms fill the air so i dont even care. either way i know im right and
that makes happy.
so what is this
so what is this
recycled misery
(the kind i can remember)
or
nirvana
the place i always thought...
but now forgot.
completely.
run away with my memory.
take lyrical journeys.
walk mystical beats.
and conversation that lasts forever
except for when we
what
because we never.
was that wait
or fate
whatever.
either way its hard to say
but sometimes wonder
is the only quality
intriguing enough to make me stay
everything else
is abundant.
but i want to know.
.
recycled misery
(the kind i can remember)
or
nirvana
the place i always thought...
but now forgot.
completely.
run away with my memory.
take lyrical journeys.
walk mystical beats.
and conversation that lasts forever
except for when we
what
because we never.
was that wait
or fate
whatever.
either way its hard to say
but sometimes wonder
is the only quality
intriguing enough to make me stay
everything else
is abundant.
but i want to know.
.
Daily Tarot
Ten of Swords
The Ten of Swords card suggests that my power today lies in acceptance. It's over and done in no uncertain terms. I recognize, surrender to or accept the finality of the truth or consequences in order to look to the future or have "changed my mind." I let go of all attachment or resistance to sustaining conditions that don't work or are out of my hands. E tu brute? I can't move forward by beating a dead horse. It's the last word so put a period on it and move on. I am empowered by truth and consequences and my virtue is liberation or release from suffering, uncertainty or victimhood.
?
how does anyone ever know
whats right
what might be good for now
will only be bad when
they finally get to then
but while they wait
take misery with occasional company.
why not take now
and consider then
when
the time for then is now.
and its exactly where they want to be.
but how does anyone ever know.
whats right
what might be good for now
will only be bad when
they finally get to then
but while they wait
take misery with occasional company.
why not take now
and consider then
when
the time for then is now.
and its exactly where they want to be.
but how does anyone ever know.
axiom
our math and other problems
divide us into three
you
me
we.
will we ever be us?
is this space required for
proof of theory?
because i could write for days
months
moons
forever
and never find the answer
in a logical manner.
something that makes sense
beyond the sixth
(to the power of two).
solve this.
divide us into three
you
me
we.
will we ever be us?
is this space required for
proof of theory?
because i could write for days
months
moons
forever
and never find the answer
in a logical manner.
something that makes sense
beyond the sixth
(to the power of two).
solve this.
what it is
and then there were none
and one
whose number was so much greater
than your truth
absolute
knowledge based on what is
not what could be
assumption
explosion
you were chosen
to make messages
bring lessons
to learn
is to accept
and
adaptation
is the only answer
to maybe i dont want to
so many things
just see
is how it is
with you
and
me.
and one
whose number was so much greater
than your truth
absolute
knowledge based on what is
not what could be
assumption
explosion
you were chosen
to make messages
bring lessons
to learn
is to accept
and
adaptation
is the only answer
to maybe i dont want to
so many things
just see
is how it is
with you
and
me.
coronation
destination safety
where emotion is dead
and still
we breathe life.
its living, less flavor.
race to wait
for good things
as hearts grow fonder;
the only distance greater
from here to heaven
is the hell
of space between.
and now i am the queen.
where emotion is dead
and still
we breathe life.
its living, less flavor.
race to wait
for good things
as hearts grow fonder;
the only distance greater
from here to heaven
is the hell
of space between.
and now i am the queen.
revolution
for the record
my thoughts collect
in three letter words
while silence sings
with nothing;
such perfect harmony.
until static screams -
its over.
my thoughts collect
in three letter words
while silence sings
with nothing;
such perfect harmony.
until static screams -
its over.
abyss
sometimes i think about thinking
about you
a spark synapse and
momentary lapse of reason
tied to memories with sailor's knots.
i ought to find a way
to keep these thoughts at bay
fill full,
bail out,
remain empty
and float.
im drifting...
she upon the sea
riding rhythmic waves
mesmerized by the horizon
the sun slips down
reveals the shadow of a buoy
save me...
sometimes i think about thinking
about you;
thoughts ebb and flow
while ghosts of sharks
swim circles.
fight fear of fear
i will not drown [again]
exhale...
and take a deep breath
and hold.
about you
a spark synapse and
momentary lapse of reason
tied to memories with sailor's knots.
i ought to find a way
to keep these thoughts at bay
fill full,
bail out,
remain empty
and float.
im drifting...
she upon the sea
riding rhythmic waves
mesmerized by the horizon
the sun slips down
reveals the shadow of a buoy
save me...
sometimes i think about thinking
about you;
thoughts ebb and flow
while ghosts of sharks
swim circles.
fight fear of fear
i will not drown [again]
exhale...
and take a deep breath
and hold.
of art and ashes
crazy makes fire
that slowly burns
and lights the fuse
becomes the muse of all creation
enigmatic relation
ship of fools.
this fire burns hot blue
finds new flames
flicker and fight
in the heat of the night
but every fire smolders
leaving ashes
fire by design
sings of hearts desire
in the matter of this art
that slowly burns
and lights the fuse
becomes the muse of all creation
enigmatic relation
ship of fools.
this fire burns hot blue
finds new flames
flicker and fight
in the heat of the night
but every fire smolders
leaving ashes
fire by design
sings of hearts desire
in the matter of this art
42
i am that place
i am freedom
i am everything you
never knew you wanted
and didnt care
because you never knew.
i am that place
that exists only in wonder
what is it
when you get there
how do you know you know.
you know?
i know
now
i do i do i do
and i think you do to
.
i am fear
i am unknown
until now
i am i wish
and i am hope
i am once upon a time in a faraway land...
i dont want to be
if only
anymore
i am freedom
i am everything you
never knew you wanted
and didnt care
because you never knew.
i am that place
that exists only in wonder
what is it
when you get there
how do you know you know.
you know?
i know
now
i do i do i do
and i think you do to
.
i am fear
i am unknown
until now
i am i wish
and i am hope
i am once upon a time in a faraway land...
i dont want to be
if only
anymore
happily never after (saving daylight)
but i will wait for never.
forever.
ignore possibility and chance
to wait for change of circumstance
while time drifts away
i am still.
this is not by choice
its just the way you change your voice
to fit the season
it gives me reason
to hope and stay (pray too)
my god knows i have not chosen this path
i landed here.
a lost mistake
took root into your heart.
im stray.
where did this start?
at quarter past you?
with me calling seconds?
now?
wait a minute
we cant fall back again
we did that once and lost
our timing takes us to a whole new zone.
and never before have you been so close
and i more so alone.
but i will wait for never
forever.
forever.
ignore possibility and chance
to wait for change of circumstance
while time drifts away
i am still.
this is not by choice
its just the way you change your voice
to fit the season
it gives me reason
to hope and stay (pray too)
my god knows i have not chosen this path
i landed here.
a lost mistake
took root into your heart.
im stray.
where did this start?
at quarter past you?
with me calling seconds?
now?
wait a minute
we cant fall back again
we did that once and lost
our timing takes us to a whole new zone.
and never before have you been so close
and i more so alone.
but i will wait for never
forever.
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