coronation

destination safety
where emotion is dead
and still
we breathe life.
its living, less flavor.

race to wait
for good things
as hearts grow fonder;
the only distance greater
from here to heaven
is the hell
of space between.

and now i am the queen.

revolution

for the record
my thoughts collect
in three letter words
while silence sings
with nothing;
such perfect harmony.

until static screams -
its over.

abyss

sometimes i think about thinking
about you
a spark synapse and
momentary lapse of reason
tied to memories with sailor's knots.
i ought to find a way
to keep these thoughts at bay

fill full,
bail out,
remain empty
and float.

im drifting...

she upon the sea
riding rhythmic waves
mesmerized by the horizon
the sun slips down
reveals the shadow of a buoy

save me...

sometimes i think about thinking
about you;
thoughts ebb and flow
while ghosts of sharks
swim circles.
fight fear of fear
i will not drown [again]

exhale...

and take a deep breath
and hold.

of art and ashes

crazy makes fire
that slowly burns
and lights the fuse
becomes the muse of all creation
enigmatic relation
ship of fools.

this fire burns hot blue
finds new flames
flicker and fight
in the heat of the night
but every fire smolders

leaving ashes

fire by design
sings of hearts desire
in the matter of this art

42

i am that place
i am freedom
i am everything you
never knew you wanted
and didnt care
because you never knew.
i am that place
that exists only in wonder
what is it
when you get there
how do you know you know.
you know?
i know
now
i do i do i do
and i think you do to
.

i am fear
i am unknown
until now
i am i wish
and i am hope
i am once upon a time in a faraway land...

i dont want to be
if only
anymore

happily never after (saving daylight)

but i will wait for never.
forever.

ignore possibility and chance
to wait for change of circumstance
while time drifts away
i am still.

this is not by choice

its just the way you change your voice
to fit the season
it gives me reason
to hope and stay (pray too)
my god knows i have not chosen this path
i landed here.
a lost mistake
took root into your heart.
im stray.

where did this start?
at quarter past you?
with me calling seconds?
now?
wait a minute
we cant fall back again
we did that once and lost
our timing takes us to a whole new zone.

and never before have you been so close
and i more so alone.

but i will wait for never
forever.