i dont belong here

porcelain grins
so slick with syrup
in sugar coats
and shoes to match.
[a bad accident]
i cant bear to watch;
the tragically glamorous
come sickly amorous.
all loud
to be heard?
to be scene?

switch from princess to queen
in the blink of spider eyes;
bleed wishes wrung from heart's despise.

i no longer recognize
this picture painted
completely tainted
what is real;
what is wise.
hollow fills to full capacity
as faux rapture leads to capture
of moments before mornings
without sun.
empty has begun
to fill the place once saved
for feeling
breath is wasted
on mouths of bitter.

this black canvas
uninspired.
where once was muse
sparks lit this fuse
and fizzled.

anticipation killed the destination
imitation isnt flattery.
your form is unappealing
to the naked i

home is where the heart is.
i dont belong here.